Happy New Year!

Hello guys! I know I'm late but better late than never right? ;)
O-kay, now I just wanna say:

May The Year 2012 Bring for You, Happiness, Joy, Blissful, Success and filled with Peace, Hope & Togetherness of your Family & Friends. Wishing You a Happy New Year guys! CHEERSSSS!! ;)
 

102 Questions

I decided to writing this thingy when I got boredom attack. Surely, I don't know what to do right now. Take it if you want and don't be shy ;)

•  1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 
• NOPE!

•  2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? 
•  Uhm.. I don't know

•  3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? 
•  11 months ago, I think

•  4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? 
•  Yea, of course

•  5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? 
• I don't know

•  6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? 
• Yea, always :')

•  7. What exactly are you wearing right now? 
• White t-shirt with shorts

•  8. How often do you listen to music? 
• 24/7 lol!

•  9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? 
• Not really

•  10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? 
• I'm pretty sure no

•  11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? 
• Both are right, sometimes I'm a social and sometimes I'm an antisocial

•  12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? 
• I never kiss someone whose name begins with the letter 'A' until 'Z'

•  13. What about ‘R’? 
• Never

•  14. Can you drive a stick shift? 
• No, I can't

•  15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? 
• Surely, I don't care with it

•  16. Are you going out of town soon? 
• I hope soon after I graduate 

•  17. When was the last time you cried? 
• Uhm... 2 months ago

•  18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
• Yes!!

•  19. If you could change your eye color, would you? 
•  No, I love mine

•  20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? 
• Absolutely no

•  21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. 
• Homework

•  22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? 
• Aww.... That's very cute!!!! 

•  23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? 
• Of course not

•  24. What are you sitting on right now? 
•  My sofa

•  25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? 
• No, even my family, they don't regularly tell me they love me

•  26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? 
• Yes.......

•  27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? 
• My dad

•  28. Do you get a lot of colds? 
• Not often, I think

•  29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? 
•  Super T. Actually I don't know what is that

•  30. Does anyone hate you? 
• Maybe yes, who knows?

•  31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? 
• Haha of course not

•  32. Do you like watching scary movies? 
• Not really

•  33. Do you want your tongue pierced? 
• Sounds horrible for me

•  34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
• August this year until  next year

•  35. Did you have a dream last night? 
• No, I don't even remember what I dreamed about

•  36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? 
• Last year or I don't know, I couldn't remember it

•  37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? 
• That's too young for me hahaha

•  38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? 
• I don't know ;)

•  39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? 
• I hope ya

•  40. Did you have a good day yesterday? 
• Just a little bit

•  41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? 
• No :)

•  42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? 
• Actually, I gotta study for my final exam

•  43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? 
• Yes and I was happy for that, it means they love me for who I am

•  44. What’s the best part about school? 
• Best friends!!!

•  45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? 
•  Of course yes

•  46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? 
• Yes, sometimes hahaha :D

•  47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? 
• Always. Everyday. Before I go to bed or when I'm doing nothing

•  48. Were you single over the last summer? 
• Yes

•  49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? 
• No, totally different. I love my life more 2 years ago

•  50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? 
• Studying gaaaaah but too lazy to open my book

•  51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? 
• I don't hate him, I just.... A little bit disappointed  

•  52. Are you nice to everyone? 
• Maybe yes, maybe no. But, I think I'm nice enough ;)

•  53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? 
• Yes, once

•  54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? 
• I hope yes :)

•  55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
• Very goooooood

•  56. Do you think you like someone? 
• For now? I think no

•  57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? 
• I've said it up front -__-

•  58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? 
• Both are good, but I think I prefer it with boys

•  59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? 
•  Yes, my Junior High School's friends I think

•  60. Do you hate anyone? 
• I love all <3

•  61. How’s your heart? 
• It has been broken, and  it will never be the same again

•  62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? 
• Yes!!!

•  63. Have you ever cried over a guy? 
•  Uhm... I'm not sure but I think yes

•  64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? 
• I don't know, maybe someone out there who hates me

•  65. Are your toenails painted pink? 
• No, but painted green ;)

•  66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? 
• .........................

•  67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? 
• I don't know ;p

•  68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? 
• Of course not hahaha

•  69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? 
• My dad

•  70. How do you look right now? 
•  Messed up and horrible.....

•  71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? 
•  Not yet, but I'm still waiting ;)

•  72. Can you commit to one person?
• I'll try, but I'm sure I can :)

•  73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? 
• Uhm...I think no

•  74. Have you ever felt replaced? 
• Yes, and it hurts

•  75. Did you wake up cranky? 
• Sometimes if I wake up in weekends or holidays

•  76. Are you a jealous person? 
• Not really

•  77. Are relationships ever worth it? 
•  Sometimes....

•  78. Anyone you’re giving up on? 
• Not at the moment

•  79. Currently wanting to see anyone? 
•  Yes!!

•  80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? 
• Stu... Stud.... Study.... Studyiiiiiiiing gaaaaah -____-

•  81. Last person you cried in front of? 
• My best friends I think

•  82. Is there someone you will never forget? 
•  Yessss!

•  83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? 
• No at all

•  84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? 
•  Dancing lol!

•  85. Are you over your past? 
•  Yes, a long time agooooooo

•  86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? 
•  Uhm... I don't know lol!

•  87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? 
•  My Astro Boy <3

•  88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
•  Maybe yes, maybe no. Totally, I don't know

•  89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? 
•  .............................

•  90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? 
•  Yes, twice!

•  91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? 
•  Nops.

•  92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? 
•  Nops again.

•  93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? 
•  Can anyone tell me what is that means? -__-

•  94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? 
• January? That's my perfect month!

•  95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? 
•  Yes!!

•  96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
•  Totally not -__-

•  97. Who do you have texts from? 
•  My dad and my friends

•  98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? 
•  Wow congrats!! I'm happy if you happy, go ahead and get her. *I'm a good pretender, right? ;)*

•  99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? 
• Nopsssss.

•  100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? 
• My best friends :D

•  101. Ever kissed under fireworks? 
• Never

•  102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
• Yes, a long time ago.......

Fiuuuuuuh, I have done with it. Anyway, HAPPY SATURDAY GUYS!! ENJOY YOUR DAY AND HAVE FUN!! :D

I hope......

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Gila deh, parah deh. Gue sekarang udah kelas 12 tapi belum sadar diri juga kalau tahun depan udah UN *die*. Kenapa ya kok semakin kelas 12 itu gue semakin malas belajar, eh tapi sama aja deh semenjak Senior High juga gue rada malas belajar. Tapi, ngga selalu malas belajar juga sih. Kalau lagi rajin mah rajin banget, semua PR dikerjain, bikin catatan-catatan di buku tulis, ngerangkum-ngerangkum, pokoknya rajin banget deh.

Tapi, kalau hawa malasnya udah keluar tuh ampun deh, malasnya ngga nahan banget. Pengennya tuh pulang dari sekolah langsung tidur, terus kalau malam kerjaannya palingan main netbook atau ngga nonton film. Kalau udah menjelang weekend apalagi tuh! Kayaknya sayang banget kalau weekend dipakai buat ngerjain tugas atau megang buku. Miris banget ya……

Kalau dihitung-hitung dari sekarang sampai UN itu tinggal 5 bulan lagi dan 5 bulan itu pasti cepat banget. Tau-tau ngga berasa dan besok udah UN aja. Oh iya, udah gitu sekitar bulan Januari atau Februari ada UK dan materi yang akan diujikan belum gue mengerti 100%, palingan cuma 30% tuh yang gue ngerti. Sedihnya lagi itu tuh pelajaran jurusan. Mau dikata apa coba kalau sampai ngga bisa apa-apa pas UK, apa gunanya gue belajar akuntansi 3 tahun kalau UK ngga bisa. Kalau kata temen-temen gue itu: “pas lagi UK kita ngga usah mikirin jawabannya benar atau salah, intinya balance aja dulu soalnya kan dari 77 siswa ngga mungkin sama semua” iya sih bener juga tapi yang gue takutin bukan masalah balance-balancenya tapi ngerjain pas awal-awalnya itu loh yang susah.

Mau banget dooooong mulai dari sekarang sampai UN nanti gue ngga malas lagi. Biar nilai UN-nya bagus, lulus, dan bisa ngebanggain orang tua, amiiiin. Ada yang punya tips ngga biar ngga malas lagi? Kalau ada tolong dishare ya di chat-box :D 

Thankyousooooooooomuch :) :) :)
 

By This Time.....

By this time, you are here, sitting in front of the computer or notebook… blogging, Tumblr-ing. In short, enjoying and savoring every opportunity that life can give you. Drinking clean and safe water, experiencing Internet and electricity. You are having the best of life.

But also…

By this time, someone is dying…

By this time, someone is suffering hunger and thirst…

By this time, someone is crying because he/she has a terrible sickness…

By this time, a family of 10 is eating salt and rice…

By this time, a family is sleeping at the cold, wet street…

By this time, someone is under prostitution to earn a living…

By this time, a child just passed away because of abortion…

And by this time, you are here, sitting in front of the computer or notebook… blogging, Tumblr-ing.

If we feel that live gives us a fuck, remember, we are still lucky to have this kind of life. Be thankful, for it if you are unlucky, try to look around you and you will see the Reality.

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Setelah gue baca tulisan diatas, gue ngerasa selama ini kok gue kurang bersyukur ya, kurang nerima sama apa yang udah gue punya. Bukan, bukan sepenuhnya gue ngga bersyukur dan nerima sama apa yang udah gue punya. Cuma kadang-kadang kalau lagi depressed banget gue suka ngerasain hal itu. Ya…… pokoknya gitu deh.

Gue tau gue salah, tapi ngga usah dipungkiri lagi pasti setiap orang pernah kok ngerasa kurang sama yang dia punya. Maaf, sedikit munafik bagi gue kalau ada anak seumuran gue yang ngerasa dia udah perfect. Kita punya kekurangan, tapi kita harus nutupin kekurangan itu dengan kelebihan yang kita punya.

Sedangkan gue? Sampai detik ini bahkan gue belum tau kelebihan gue itu apa. Gue bisa ini, gue bisa itu ya udah cuma sekedar gue bisa doang. Standar, dan ngga bias dibilang hebat. Pokoknya kalau bisa dibilang tuh hidup gue diatas rata-rata sedikit, kalo nilai dari 1-10, mungkin gue di 6,0. Kalau di sekolah selamat dari remedial tuh tapi kalau gurunya lagi baik aja ngerendahin nilai remedial. Strandard-nya sih 7,5. Pokoknya hidup gue gitu deh ngga remedial tapi belum bagus juga. 

By the way, omongan gue nyambung ngga sih sama tulisan yang di atas itu? Kalau ngga nyambung ya… mohon maaf aja deh. Sebenernya lagi nyoba buat nge-explore otak tapi hasilnya malah ngaco ya kayaknya hahaha ya udah deh sampai sini dulu daripada nanti malah ngaco. Ye ngga?

Kish! :*